And I’m back. Stifle the surprise please.
Okay. So after fooling around on the piano a bit, I decided that I was absolutely frozen and went to sit outside for a while, reading. Reading is way more healthy than going numb. You still feel, but you don’t feel your own pain. You get into other people’s problems and temporarily forget your own. But whatever.

I have been forbidden from being on later than 11 on school nights. After my dog wouldn’t shut up last night and kept the whole house awake because I wasn’t in bed yet. That sucks big time. I barely manage to scrape together the times to talk to Woy (and yes, Woy is the dude who most of the last post was about. Just FYI) and do all the rest of the stuff I’m supposed to.
I have no idea how I am going to tell him this. But it will probably also be good for me. Seeing as 4 hours of sleep just isn’t enough, as I discovered today. I could barely concentrate. In any class. But that is probably a combination of mixed-up-ness and tiredness. But whatever.

I think I’ll write some poetry. That usually helps. At least a little. And I’ll turn up my music full blast.

I still haven’t gone back to PS. That makes it about two weeks now. Trakai has probably gotten halfway remarried by now. And I wonder how my friend (the girl, the one who I had the fight with, the one who’s like a sister, yes that one) is doing. And whether she has been missing me at all.
/me sighs
/me decides to go online quickly simply because she doesn’t feel like playing piano or doing homework or anything.

~ by cravingoxygen on July 28, 2008.